It’s finally official. We’re US now. You and I. Together. No more maybes, no more olivejuice, and no more pluto even though I still feel like I’m in outer space with the overwhelming amount of love and care you’ve shown me.
This past weekend has been nothing short of amazing. You’re nothing short of amazing and the best lover I could ever ask for. You’re all I thought you were.. And more.
Everything went the way it was suppose to go. From picking you up, to staying in cause we got lazy, to taking a drive to where ever the wind took us, to sitting at the table eating at midnight with one light on while Puppy watched anxiously, to racing you down the stairs, to working up a sweat from seeing who could walk faster, to meeting my brothers and the boys, to walking Lake Elizabeth, and sexing it up all super bomb. Amazing. Every second of it.
The very moment I dropped you off when you were originally suppose to leave was when I felt the rush of genuine love I have for you. It showed how much I passionately care about you. I knew it was bound to happen, but for it to happen right in front of you was something else. And for it to happen again once I laid down and smelled you all in my pillows and blankets made me miss you more than I ever imagined I would.
Everything just seemed so perfect and right with you.
Writing all of this is making me drop them tears right now cause I miss you so much. Feeling you, holding your hands, kissing you, hugging you, everything.
I know I should probably be happy to just have you, and I am.. But I can’t help but miss you so much every time I think about us.
Baby. You’re all that I want. You’re amazing and you’re perfect for me. You’re worth everything. Thank you for everything, love.
I can’t wait until the next time we see each other and I can’t wait to see what the future holds for the both of us.
I miss you and I love you so, so much.
June 2, 2012
August 18, 2012!
Unbelievable
Hi Babe,
We were Skyping and my cell phone died on you. I’m letting it charge right now while writing this to you. Literally writing to you. Lol… The whole time I was being a doctor, I was thinking about you, about us.
Seeing you today…wow. Really heart warming. The way you smile, the way laugh, I just love it all. Not to mention, we shared laughs without you even saying a word! That meant a whole lot to me. I really felt like I was there with you. The sensation to give you a tight hug or blow you twenty kisses, I wanted to do so bad. I wanted to be there physically.
You had me in awe. Just the connection with you. It’s so amazing! I simply can’t wait…to drop popcorn in your mouth as you lay on me. To see your mustache. To admire your socks. To watch a movie with you. To cuddle with you. I could only imagine what laughs and priceless moments we’d share in person.
What I describe is just a small sample of how I feel. Especially this morning. When your zombie self said those ‘three little words.’ I was beyond happy. My mind was in nirvana, my body was numb with ecstasy, all my senses were exploding… I got so high off of those words, high off of you. I know it slipped and you weren’t really awake, but I’ll be more than happy to take it.
I absolutely love it. Love the way that you don’t judge me. Love the way that last night, we got to air our thoughts out and it was so great. Loved how we just talked about things. I don’t think I’d have it any other way. We experienced it together.
You bring out a side of me that I didn’t know was there. Never have I thought that I’d be able to call you babe. Every time I call you babe, or you return the sweetness, I’m just ecstatic. I want to share my thoughts with you. I want to share my feelings with you. I want to wrap my sweaty legs around you. I just want you. I want your body. I want your heart. I want your love. Gah! Writing this all fast paced..my hearts beating super fast turbo pshh mode.
Babe, my feelings toward you have grown so much. I care about you, about what’s going on from your elbow driving to your snacks being stolen to how your heart feels. I wanna go more in-depth with you and definitely look forward to a future together with you. As I said before, I am down for you. Down for us.
I can’t help but feel that yes…my mom would be mother in-law.. Yes, we gonna have the bombest cute cream colored babies ever. Everything. I want to build together, with you. Heck, gonna even buy a Jack in the Box franchise and have it in our kitchen. Only available to you and myself! Never will I finish your combos, but I’ll finish all your other foods! Haha!
But really..
What you wrote in your message, reflects a lot on how I feel as well. I’m surprised you watch my short YouTube videos. That you make an effort to even memorize my coworkers. Memorize that I’ve got love for pasta. That I used to park across the street from my school so I wouldn’t have to pay for fees! Hahaha!
You’re just that amazing to me. I love you and I surely do love us, Pluto edition. The things you shared with me from your childhood days to your current activities, I cherish deeply. When I was able to open to you, it just felt so right, so natural. Everything…just natural. A part of me loves you for these things.
With patience, I know our time will come. The day we lock eyes, lock hands, lock lips…ahhhHHHHH! HAHA! I’ll just have to wait it out. But that time will come soon…And I wish that time just slows down during the hours, minutes, seconds, milliseconds, nanoseconds, KimLeseconds, Kaikhouneseconds, Tootieeconds, YouAndIseconds that I am with you.
Cliffs -
Simply put, I love you.
- Warrior Princess Lasty Kaikhune
The best thing that’s ever happened <3 You’re so amazing, babe.
Love isn’t about finding the perfect person. It’s finding the person who’s willing to stay with you, respect you, and take care of you despite your imperfections. When the honeymoon phase is gone and the obsession subsides, love becomes a choice and your relationship is what you choose to make it. If you can admit your wrongs and apologize for your offenses, then you can progress, but it takes two willing people. You can’t force someone to change, you either accept it and be happy or get out.
